feel like month #2

I'm utterly useless and non-existent without the internet, eh? It was down for 24 hours and I couldn't communicate with anyone except the people directly around me. It used to be like that for everyone. What happened?

I can't even keep track of all that's happened. Anyway a lot of this and that, the directors imposing, the other resisting, I do not feel that this is a piece that is being generated collaboratively, but rather being cobbled together somewhat collaboratively. I do not feel that there is an agreement about what it is trying to be accomplished.

Went and got paella with a group, two nights ago. Excellent! Sylvia and Paloma, the Spanish contingent.

Then we went out for fancy ice cream. Here is Abdel -- the life and baby of the production. Serisouly this guy is NON STOP energy -- a walking, continuous youtube.
Valery in rehearsal yesterday.
The "internet cafe" we are making off stage. We are supposed to be always on stage surrounding the action...
After rehearsal, Marco & Liam hanging off a tree.
I feel utterly destroyed in the mornings. Physically and otherwise.
Wish we could have started in a place BEFORE concept, BEFORE choreography, where everyone who is going to BE on stage could have met on stage just as they are/were. Strip away the skill sets.

Must run to rehearsal now. Tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow.